Being stuck at home everyday
not being able to work a "normal" job.
Limited in what things my body says I can do.
Not being able to drive
loosing some independence.
But gosh you don't look sick.
Stares and glares if we park in the handicap spot.
Only 43 soon to be 44 but some days I feel 84.
Dreaming of the future is no more.
but still surviving real life zombie body
pick and choose what doctor appointment to keep
the list can go on....
My blessing is being a creative soul
So even though I can't play my sax or clarinet anymore
i seriously don't know what I would do
without my sewing and beading and other creative outlets.
Creativity sets me free!